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[Tuesday
January 17th, 2006] |
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So yeah today=shit.
My dryer broke=no clean clothes
No money for lunch=dry heaving after lunch
i can't take living at my house anymore.
I'm gunna go to Amanda's house to live.
God i wish i could leave here forever.
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[Monday
November 7th, 2005] |
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fall out boy-saturday |
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it's been awhile. I'm sorry. Things have changed, friendships aren't the same, people are moving and i'm sick of not having many friends. I've been tired alot lately, probably the lack of sleep, ha. well i'll write again later.bye
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| all i have is mistakes. |
[Tuesday
October 18th, 2005] |
I'm afraid of losing YOU, because we've been
fighting alot lately, i'm sorry, i always make
mistakes that i don't mean to, i'm trying soo
hard. But all i get is down fall. just like the
rain, my clouds are grey, and i'm sorry...sorry
We talk until dawn tying up the phone lines, but
but inside i'm dead, cause all i have is mistakes.
i love you soo much, why do mistakes have to hurt?
why can't we be perfect? why can't we follow our
plans, and run away forever...say good-bye to home
cause our hearts don't belong where the peices dont fit
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| life=amanda |
[Monday
October 10th, 2005] |
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i'm doing so good with life it surprises me. i love this girl Amanda Griffis and she loves me too, so we're getting married on my birthday next year. I love her sooooo much i wouldn't trade her for the world. i've never been soo happy, i mean after my dad left us i thought life wasn't worth caring about, but she showed me
second chances and a part of me i've never known. i don't wanna mess this up, not w/ her she too important, and she's always been there for me,which i've never had.....i love you amanda.
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| grab life by the balls |
[Monday
September 26th, 2005] |
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Yeah so right now i'm doing really good in life. i'm going to disney friday!!!!!!three cheers for steve and amanda we get to have hardcore fun with mickey and goofy and donald.lol. im worst than a little kid.
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| when life hands you lemons, break a window. |
[Wednesday
September 14th, 2005] |
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Silverstein-smile in your sleep |
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Well heres the 411 on how life rules with me...it dosen't. Hahaha, fooled you. I'm sick of school because people don't know how to shut up. I miss Amanda, and i can't wait till friday!(YAY!!) But anyways Mr. Kessel's class is awesome, he always pulls out these weird mask when he talkin and even scared Angie...highlight of the day. well i'm tired of reminessing, love yaz later B.
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| It all boils down to..... |
[Saturday
September 10th, 2005] |
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PEOPLE HATE ME AND HAVE NO REAL REASON. AND I LOST 2 FRIENDS BECAUSE OF SOMETHING REALLY LITTLE...WHATEVER PEOPLE NEED TO DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| Baby I look like an outlaw... |
[Thursday
September 1st, 2005] |
hey its been seriously like a week since i last wrote. so here's a recap of that week
-went to amanda's for the weekend-
-went home monday night(4 day fuckin weekend baby)-
-woke up went to school same old same old-
-today....ahh what the hell am i kidding you guys aren't missing anything. well whatever ttyl bye.
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| It was all in veign.... |
[Friday
August 26th, 2005] |
Every thing i've done lately
seems to be in veign.
I try and I try,
but nothings the same.
I wanted this more than life
But it seems that its all been veign
I only wanted to be a musician.
Did you not see that?
I tried so hard then you fucked it up.
Well If Beauty Fails...It did
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| When it rains it pours |
[Sunday
August 21st, 2005] |
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mood |
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This weekend kinda sucked. My sweetheart was realy sick which made me wanna cry cause i felt sooo bad for her. I'm at home now but i wanna be with her so I know she's okay. And the fact that i got her sick make me feel realy bad. I'm sorry Amanda, I love you, I hope you feel better soon.XOXOXOXOXOXO
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| Serve me some good news satan |
[Saturday
August 20th, 2005] |
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mood |
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Amanda's Doctor |
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commercial |
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I don't feel good,mentaly that is. my sweet heart is sick and it makes me sad.
Of course i'm being the best right now, attending to all her needs and trying
to make her feel better. I love her soo much and if i could have anything right
now it would be for her to feel better. So i'm gunna go so i can cuddle and nurse
I love you amanda!!!!!!
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| note to self... |
[Thursday
August 18th, 2005] |
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make a mistake and i'll slit your throat. If you fuck up on this one I'll make sure you choke.
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| Hey again |
[Thursday
August 18th, 2005] |
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I LOVE, MISS, WANT, ADORE, AND WORSHIP YOU AMANDA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| I JUST LOVE IT... |
[Thursday
August 18th, 2005] |
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When people don't like you because of the way you dress. So what i where tight clothes, it dosen't make me gay. I have a girlfriend and i love her. I'm just sick of people giving me shit over this and i'd wish they'd die. I understand people have the right to their opinion, but if you don't like something just keep it to yourself. You have a right to your opinion NOT to talk shit.
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[Monday
August 15th, 2005] |
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amanda |
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dance dance-fall out boy |
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So i got a girl friend. She awesome her name is Amanda. She is the most beautiful person i know, her personality is great, and she's my best friend. well just thought you should know that, love you guys.bye
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[Monday
August 8th, 2005] |
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( MANDO )
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[Sunday
July 31st, 2005] |
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crappy |
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i gave up yesterday
but i feel the same
i drag a word until the grave
you always pictured us on magazines
but between you and me
we've changed.
disguised with lies
yeah we've changed
fell apart at the seems
we forgot our own dreams
we nevr realy got anywhere
its almost like you never cared
so fall with me, into memories
through clouds, through dark
through you and me
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