How can one look down upon me

FUCK

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 12:23:36 GMT

So yeah today=shit.
My dryer broke=no clean clothes
No money for lunch=dry heaving after lunch
i can't take living at my house anymore.
I'm gunna go to Amanda's house to live.
God i wish i could leave here forever.

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 12:23:26 GMT

it's been awhile. I'm sorry. Things have changed, friendships aren't the same, people are moving and i'm sick of not having many friends. I've been tired alot lately, probably the lack of sleep, ha. well i'll write again later.bye

join

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 23:27:51 GMT

demolition___join or die mother fuckers

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 03:20:51 GMT

___emoboys join or die bitches

http://www.livejournal.com/community/___emoboys/

join now dammit

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 20:04:15 GMT

all i have is mistakes.

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 23:20:07 GMT

I'm afraid of losing YOU, because we've been
fighting alot lately, i'm sorry, i always make
mistakes that i don't mean to, i'm trying soo
hard. But all i get is down fall. just like the
rain, my clouds are grey, and i'm sorry...sorry
We talk until dawn tying up the phone lines, but
but inside i'm dead, cause all i have is mistakes.
i love you soo much, why do mistakes have to hurt?
why can't we be perfect? why can't we follow our
plans, and run away forever...say good-bye to home
cause our hearts don't belong where the peices dont fit

life=amanda

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 11:46:30 GMT

i'm doing so good with life it surprises me. i love this girl Amanda Griffis and she loves me too, so we're getting married on my birthday next year. I love her sooooo much i wouldn't trade her for the world. i've never been soo happy, i mean after my dad left us i thought life wasn't worth caring about, but she showed me
second chances and a part of me i've never known. i don't wanna mess this up, not w/ her she too important, and she's always been there for me,which i've never had.....i love you amanda.

grab life by the balls

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 01:01:27 GMT

Yeah so right now i'm doing really good in life. i'm going to disney friday!!!!!!three cheers for steve and amanda we get to have hardcore fun with mickey and goofy and donald.lol. im worst than a little kid.

when life hands you lemons, break a window.

Wed, 14 Sep 2005 22:50:26 GMT

Well heres the 411 on how life rules with me...it dosen't. Hahaha, fooled you. I'm sick of school because people don't know how to shut up. I miss Amanda, and i can't wait till friday!(YAY!!) But anyways Mr. Kessel's class is awesome, he always pulls out these weird mask when he talkin and even scared Angie...highlight of the day. well i'm tired of reminessing, love yaz later B.

It all boils down to.....

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 17:33:11 GMT

PEOPLE HATE ME AND HAVE NO REAL REASON. AND I LOST 2 FRIENDS BECAUSE OF SOMETHING REALLY LITTLE...WHATEVER PEOPLE NEED TO DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Baby I look like an outlaw...

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 04:40:03 GMT

hey its been seriously like a week since i last wrote. so here's a recap of that week
-went to amanda's for the weekend-
-went home monday night(4 day fuckin weekend baby)-
-woke up went to school same old same old-
-today....ahh what the hell am i kidding you guys aren't missing anything. well whatever ttyl bye.

It was all in veign....

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 01:13:13 GMT

Every thing i've done lately
seems to be in veign.
I try and I try,
but nothings the same.
I wanted this more than life
But it seems that its all been veign

I only wanted to be a musician.
Did you not see that?
I tried so hard then you fucked it up.
Well If Beauty Fails...It did

When it rains it pours

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 00:57:38 GMT

This weekend kinda sucked. My sweetheart was realy sick which made me wanna cry cause i felt sooo bad for her. I'm at home now but i wanna be with her so I know she's okay. And the fact that i got her sick make me feel realy bad. I'm sorry Amanda, I love you, I hope you feel better soon.XOXOXOXOXOXO

Serve me some good news satan

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 03:46:09 GMT

I don't feel good,mentaly that is. my sweet heart is sick and it makes me sad.
Of course i'm being the best right now, attending to all her needs and trying
to make her feel better. I love her soo much and if i could have anything right
now it would be for her to feel better. So i'm gunna go so i can cuddle and nurse
I love you amanda!!!!!!

note to self...

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 11:53:59 GMT

make a mistake and i'll slit your throat. If you fuck up on this one I'll make sure you choke.

Hey again

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 04:51:08 GMT

I LOVE, MISS, WANT, ADORE, AND WORSHIP YOU AMANDA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I JUST LOVE IT...

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 04:47:16 GMT

When people don't like you because of the way you dress. So what i where tight clothes, it dosen't make me gay. I have a girlfriend and i love her. I'm just sick of people giving me shit over this and i'd wish they'd die. I understand people have the right to their opinion, but if you don't like something just keep it to yourself. You have a right to your opinion NOT to talk shit.

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 04:11:39 GMT

So i got a girl friend. She awesome her name is Amanda. She is the most beautiful person i know, her personality is great, and she's my best friend. well just thought you should know that, love you guys.bye

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 02:33:10 GMT

I miss my bff soooo bad
i was at warped tour sunday
and hawthorne heights played
"blue burns orange" and i
wanted to cry cause it
made me think of you.
PLEASE COME SAVE ME!!!
i feel lost without you!
I LOVE YOU.

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 19:45:57 GMT

i gave up yesterday
but i feel the same
i drag a word until the grave
you always pictured us on magazines
but between you and me
we've changed.
disguised with lies
yeah we've changed
fell apart at the seems
we forgot our own dreams
we nevr realy got anywhere
its almost like you never cared
so fall with me, into memories
through clouds, through dark
through you and me

wow

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 23:51:13 GMT

hostility rising,
This environment is a killer.
torn apart, loves like a magnet
but negatives dont connect
they fall apart.

the mirrors calling
you're so see through
just like glass
you break and shatter
under pressure
just like glass

so tape yourself up
from your broken shell
cause im done being a repair man
im a lover not a fixer.

my sweetest emotion

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 10:58:40 GMT

bite your lips
give me a kiss, goodbye.
i woke up inside of your heart
where it felt so good like home
yeah i woke up inside your heart
wishing you would just come home
but as days go bye
and there's no sign
your alive, i die, i die.
so i'll scream for you tonight
at the same shore we danced our lives
baby comeback for tonight we die

angie you need to read this

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 09:10:13 GMT

Cette entrée se sera obligé à excuser auprès de quelqu'un ferme. Angie je sais que j'ai baisé en haut. et dire im le changement de coutume désolé il. dans mes déchirures je vous vois avec moi mais ils tombent comme tout dans mon vie.je jure à dieu je vous aime et prendrait vous soutient dans un battement de coeur, mais im craintif de parole de tou no Et je sais que vous avez voulu oublier de moi. il a fait me pleurer parce que je ne pourrais jamais oublier Vous.

je vous aime

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 08:51:33 GMT

je suis tombé dans im d'amour
toujours dans le séjour d'amour
et la chute avec moi vous dormir
qui sait vous
êtes juste mis me nie le
fait que vous avez aimé me
si je pourrais prendre
arrière je ferais le fait que nous
étions ensemble

à

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 03:18:11 GMT

Rentrer la façon de retour à quand nous étions parfaits et vous calme m'a aimé comme moi calme aime vous est
revenu s'il vous plaît im mendie. je vous aime